
Listen To Your Heart
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Book, Music & Lyrics by Dan Bilich
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Directed by Jason Southerland
Musical Direction by Bob Elhai
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THE CAST
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Trudy - Marilyn Salinger
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Johnny - David McDonald
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The Technician - Stacey Luftig
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Scene One
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Johnny
I give my heart to you...and you!
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Girl (offstage)
Oh, Johnny...again?
Johnny
I give my heart to you
Trudy
You give your heart to me?
...you mean me? Trudy?
I’ve never had a heart
Never had a love I could call my own
Johnny and Trudy
But now I feel my heart beat for the first time
Johnny
I give my heart to...(looks offstage)...you
Trudy
You gave your heart to me
Johnny
I give my heart to all the girls...bye bye
Trudy
He gave his heart to me
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Scene Two
We find ourselves in a darkened science lab. Johnny is attached to an apparatus against the wall...
Trudy
It controls his emotions?
Technician
Yes. By stimulating his heart.
Trudy
By stimulating his heart.
Technician
Trudy, I want you to listen very closely.
Johnny
I Love You!
Trudy
Can I have it?
Johnny, I’ve waited so long just for you
But now we’re together
Your heart will be true
Listen To Your Heart
Remember how you gave your heart to me
I control its beat
I can make it stop
Like this
You see
I own you
You belong to me
Ya ha ha ha ha ha ha
All the world can see
We will be in love in forever more
Just don’t make me angry
Listen to your heart
Listen to your heart
Look inside your heart
Oh Johnny, I want you to feel what I feel – Love!
Johnny
What is this?
Trudy
It’s Love
Johnny
And who are you?
Trudy
I’m Trudy
Johnny
Trudy I love you
I need you
I want you to be always with me
Listen to your heart
Listen to your heart
I Love You, dear Trudy
I give my heart to you
Trudy
I remember
Once you hurt me
How can I trust in your love
Till I know you have felt
Heartache yourself?
Johnny
Heartache? What’s that?
(Trudy activates her apparatus again.)
Johnny
I can feel a knife
Trudy
What have I done?
Johnny
Ripping through the darkness of my soul
Twisting in my gut
Trudy
Oh Johnny
Johnny
Showing me that I was wrong
I beg of you
Forgive me
Trudy
I must listen to my heart
I never dreamed that I could be so cruel
Johnny
Don’t be cruel
Trudy
But now I see that I have grown to be
As cruel as he
Oh dear
I set you free
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(Trudy disassembles her apparatus)
Johnny
I give my heart to you
Trudy
You give your heart to all the girls
Johnny
But I’ve changed
Trudy
So have I
Trudy and Johnny
Listen to your heart
Listen To Your Heart
“Listen To Your Heart” is the 10-Minute Musical I wrote and presented to the BMI workshop on June 29th, 1992.
The piece was derived from a dream.
In my dream, I watched a young woman, my character Trudy, use some kind of medical apparatus to control my character Johnny’s heart, causing him to experience an infatuation with Trudy and say “I Love You.” In my dream, Trudy was assisted by a female medical technician. The dream unfolded in a dark place, with faces spookily lit from below by red and green blinking LEDs.
(In the audio of "Listen To Your Heart", this dream scene is realized starting at the 1:15 mark)
I had played around with composing a musical setting for my Listen To Your Heart dream for a couple of years before I became involved with BMI. And although I explored the possibility of developing other stories to fulfill the 10-Minute Musical assignment, Listen To Your Heart seemed like a natural - particularly as I was then on the very cusp of getting married. In fact, I got married on June 20th, 1992, and then presented “Listen To Your Heart” to the workshop at BMI on June 29th, very soon after returning from a honeymoon in Maine.
Somehow Karen and I pulled off the wedding. It was wonderful and beautiful and also somewhat stressful. But we did it.
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The Honeymoon was delightful.
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Then we got back.
I got through the 10-Minute Musical crucible thanks to Stacey Luftig and Bob Elhai, who sustained me through the whole thing, top to bottom.
Stacey found me a director and wonderful singing actors. She let me rehearse at her apartment. She put on a white lab coat and played the Technician. From a drawer she produced a little totem man with a heart sewed to the front of his chest to serve as a perfect "controller" prop in Trudy's hands.
Bob signed on to be my Musical Director, rehearsed my singers, and then played piano for
the performance at BMI.
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Just listen to the job he (and the cast) did with my music.
Wow.
We had one rehearsal, at Stacey’s apartment in Chelsea. There came a moment where Bob was at the piano along with Jason, my director, rehearsing my actors. It became abundantly clear to me that my little show was in very good hands and I really wasn’t needed in rehearsal anymore. In fact, to remain in the room would be to be in the way.
What blissful relief! I walked downstairs to the street with Stacey and sat on her doorstep, exhausted and confident.
“Listen To Your Heart” was a great success when it was presented. People had fun and laughed. I had fun and laughed.
I am so fortunate!
I would love to see Trudy and Johnny live again some day.